pain

There was a time a friend shared her story about her life and her family. All bad impression of her family she plainly speak out but the part that got in to me was the part where she would sat alone on the balcony, in the middle of the night, crying. Though she'd never tell the reason why, but when you hear it, you'll simply know, some might simply understand.

When a grown up were brought down, down our knees, you find you hugging yourself rubbing your arms or lying alone shriveling like dry shrimp, it's the moments I believe we all had at least once! Do you remember the feeling? Do you remember the sensations in your chest and your tears are not shamelessly but beautifully streaming down?

That was the time when comfort was most likely impossible to find, when words will never talk you down and the tragic news is, when the pain and sadness got overwhelming, to kill yourself will be a smiling option. Moreover, the reason which led us to it could be anything. Death, betrayal, love, maybe even pride and etc. Then in the same time, a new born of hatred, grudge, wisdom or any form of other sentimental stuff will come.

Just say this I wrote is one example of scenario, one side of the drama in our world. There are a lot more of it just because we lack of certain important things. One thing I want to put down and that is “Trust”. Trust, faith, believe are the strong words and always easily draw your interest unless you tried your best to avoid it!

Trust and trustworthy, if only … if we can fill this world with it then how amazing, how easy everything will be? It is so important and so tasty I say when one can do and receive both. Though it has been said… Health is most valuable in life … but with this, I challenge you to think again. Think deep! What is the meaning for you are healthy and wealthy, while trust you have none and none trust you.

Yeah of course you can say healthy inside and healthy outside and that would piss me off! Anyway, in the name of trust you’ll be happy, you’ll be loved and most of all, you can also get hurt! ^^

‘It’s almost impossible to find someone you can trust, but even more impossible for you to find the guts.’